I have a funny story for you. It involves a lot of alcohol and the act of one genital penetrating another. No it’s not an episode of The Real Housewives. I want to tell you about what happened at my twenty-seventh birthday party, and why it will forever go down in history. It will be one of those things I’ll tell my grandchildren on my deathbed along with the time Nana had a sex slave.
I am somewhat infamous in my friend circle for causing a raucous on the day in which one celebrates their birth. People have said I morph into a whole other beast, and it’s true, I used to let totally fucking loosey-goose. But that resulted in me falling down a lot of stairs. I grew up somewhat and thought it was best to keep my face from falling off. After my twenty-third year I chilled my celebrations out quite a bit. Last year I practised yoga and went to the aquarium with my special gal pals. However as my twenty-seventh birthday approached I felt a tickle somewhere in the back of my chest, a swelling urge. Maybe…maybe…no, no I shouldn’t. “…Maybe I should have a party this year,” I thought.
I toyed with the idea until my inner little girl screamed “fuck it” (she’s so naughty) and so I planned the best birthday party ever-ever. I threw a classic British tea party. The dress-code was formal and dapper, or Alice in Wonderland inspired, with gender-bending strongly encouraged. It was my birthday after all, and my heart desired men in dresses and women with moustaches. Not so much to ask for. I baked scones and cookies and made a fabulous assortment of gourmet finger sandwiches with the crusts cut off. A lot of sparkling wine was passed around. My best guy friend hosted it at his new loft which was really sweet of him. Some great buddies of mine from Burning Man came down from St. Louis and brought me French whiskey the price of one pay check. I was really happy and I felt really special.
Around thirty to forty people came and they really outdid themselves. The costumes were undeniably amazing. Everyone drank shots from little, pink plastic teacups made for four-year olds. There were epic games of Twister. Half-way through the night my beau and I switched outfits. I put on his tuxedo and he wore my sassy ensemble. That’s when things started to get out of control. I was dancing on a chair in a baggy tux looking like Lucille Ball when someone yelled “take off your pants!” So in true drunk birthday fashion I did an impromptu burlesque strip tease for my lovely guests. I spent some time after that at the party just hanging out in my thong. Who do I think I am? Lindsay Lohan? I made out with at least five people other than my date, mostly girls. I walked up to a complete stranger and said, “Hey it’s my birthday party, can we make out?” She obliged. It was great.
As more drinks were poured and the sexual vibe of the party blossomed I snuck upstairs to the empty loft bedroom with my lover and we started to get frisky. I undid his pants and jumped on. As we were in the throes of passion two of my guy friends who had somehow noticed started quietly sneaking up the stairs and toward the bed. I turned around and the two of them were hiding at the foot of the bed, their eyes mischievously peering up. I looked back at my date and we giggled and decidedly kept going. One of them left and told more people until eventually there was about a ten person audience. There was witty banter and heckling. Different girls took turns coming onto the bed and kissing each of us. People watching randomly started kissing each other too. It was haphazard, it was hilarious, it was erotic, and it was unbelievably my life at that moment.
The next day the boy and I couldn’t look each other in the eyes without a glint and a giggle. We shook our heads laughing at one another. What did we do? Him and I asked ourselves. We were slightly embarrassed. As sexually open myself and many of my friends are, we still had to contend with the taboo restrictions that are inherently built in our psyches by society. We chatted about our concerns with each other. “Well, there are friends you have sex in front of and there are friends you don’t.” I said to him reluctantly. He still quotes that laughing. I was worried there are friends who witnessed these shenanigans that I’m not on that comfort level with yet. Well I guess I am now, I thought.
Then came seeing people again a few days later, sober. I sensitively scanned their faces for any judgement, peering into their eyes. Not a single person batted nary an eyelash. “Wow what a great party,” was the overriding consensus. I smiled mischievously at one of them, “Well, it got a bit carried away…” In actuality, everyone ended up telling me they loved the random sex show. Whether it was the wonderful and absurdly shocking entertainment value for them, or perhaps the humour, the sexual energy or something that quietly unlocked and satiated a deep interest to view and be an outsider. It’s not often you get exposed to something like that in the flesh. It’s natural and happens all of the time behind closed doors but we are so secretive and protective about it. After witnessing it, one of my friends said, “I think that needs to happen more often.” Not even in a pervy way. Just in an accepting and naturalizing manner that which broadens our experiences as human.
After speaking with many of them I felt no regrets over what had happened. It has actually made me feel in a weird way like more of a complete or whole person. There are many joys we deny ourselves stuck within the confines of what is acceptable. Things that don’t hurt anyone. Sex is such a great part of being alive and it has a strong power for connection. I know that night that I fully lived my life, and is there really a better way to celebrate the day you were born than that?